Splashing water on my face I tried to calm myself repeating numerous "its ok " "your fine". But nothing could calm the havoc in my heart that he created just by showing his mere presence. I had always thought that I would be absolutely fine crossing path with him after 2 years but today him showing out of nowhere proved how wrong I had been . And the fact that I missed him more than I hated him made me realise how much of a fool I was in love . But patted myself proudly for not losing my composure in front of him when all I wanted to do was throw my arms around him and scold him for abandoning me like I did in past .